Maybe you don’t want to forgive yet, maybe you still feed off the anger you hold from the resentment. Most of the time we aren’t ready to let go of the fire we burden ourselves with holding resentments on other people, it keeps a fire burning we are almost addicted to. We don’t anticipate the freedom from letting go and forgiving. The concept that people’s past actions hold space in your memories and current thoughts is wasteful. You feed these thoughts and neglect thoughts that could be beneficial to your growth and future success and harbour wreckage that just gross and creates more tension within. No action, no progress, no tolerance, and no realization that we make mistakes and all can learn from the bad choices that we are all guilty of, and it is ok.
What are you holding on to?